It's 10 pm and I'll drink my juice from any cup I want.

Alright so it is 10, I am sitting here drinking my apple juice from a Wolverine bottle, yup I bought a kiddie drink just because of the comics, Wanna fight about it? 

Any ways my throat is killing me I have so much drainage going down the back of it that it is causing it to inflame. But any ways, tonight I discovered something, That if I fall back into something, I may never get out of it, so yeah never again, I am never doing it again. I don't want to fall in so deep that I can't see any light. There may not be struggle on the outside but on the inside it is so intense like part of me wants to and the other half doesn't well my resiliant side that doesn't want to has to win, and well i am the only person who can make it win.

Sending penguins in the mail? Is it a good idea or no? I am not sure and well I'll see within the next couple days, I think it could be a step to far ahead.