Peter Parker, Mary Jane Watson

will we ever be there, still here still having hope.

I hope the new year brings good things.

Woke up this morning to both of my cats sleeping with me, then rolled over only to see the one hit the other one in the face. oh it's going to be a merry christmas.

In brightest day

hope you are having a happy christmas eve.

sometimes you just don't see the light till it is to late.

is it foolish of me to still hope? my head says yes, but my heart says to hold on.

365 letters

It takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone. But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Blues Brothers.

some days just a little hint, sign or anything would be nice... but what is faith if it is not tested.

why did it take so long for me to see? I pray every day that its not to late, and remember the things you said that give me hope.

Mornings sometimes are just terrible.

When you screw up, and you finally get your head out of your ass and realize you lost something that you wanted so bad. Do you give up, or do you fight every day with yourself and the obstacles to try to get it back. Sorry I told, I just needed you to know.

i'm not done running yet

I know one day none of this will be in vein. one day i'll be able to sit across from you with my coffee while you giggle. i miss making the smooching noises on your cheek and hearing you giggle in my ear...

my kitty growls at me when I move my legs when she is sleeping.

There is no victory without struggle

Sometimes waiting is the hardest battle.

I miss those icy feet ...

it's funny how such a small cat can take up so much room on the bed.

I've always wanted to say "Live From New York, It's Saturday Night!"

http://www.wnep.com/videogallery/66674745/News/Christkindl-Markt-a-Mifflinburg-Tradition

mom and charlie were on the news.

my mind is racing and killing me.

stay safe, stay warm, stay dry.

Some days I doubt everything and everyone. Everything you told me, everything I know, everything I feel. Those days I just feel like laying in bed and giving up. Giving up seems so easy all of the time, it seems a lot easier than fighting with my self, and telling myself that one day you will come back. That one day the things you said will come to pass. That one day your dessert that needs a lot of time (the name escapes me now)will be ready.

I got scared and ran, and in doing so hurt you. But sometimes you don't deserve what you had till you lose it. Because I was to thick headed I let it slip away. Now it's just fighting to get a little bit back, I would love for all of it. But that takes time, and wont happen right away. I like to think it will happen.

I pray to God that your safe, I pray that you are doing well. But sometimes it's hard because you are so far.

Maybe writing in this is pathetic. But it is one of the only sure fire ways I know how to get a hold of you, and something I know you possibly read.

My mind is my worse enemy and will try to kill me everyday.

we both know I am stupid, but we both also know how hard I am trying.

fighting over the couch together, watching santa clause is coming to town, and elf.

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

When Charlie proposed to my mom he told her that he could wait for her forever.

forever is a long time but waiting for that person till they have their life right, and they are prepared to meet with you again and you get to see them, hear them talk, giggle, heck even breath. I think it will be worth it.

What makes a person the way they are? Is it the way that they act? The people they know? Or how they have been treated and the circumstances around them? Everything makes a person the way that they are, every little anomaly in life helps to create the personality of the person. Death, love, hate, lust, joy and fear, every emotion that has been bottled or harbored into the human spirit.

You can either embrace these anomalies, or you can try to run from them. Everything ends with them catching up with you in the end.

It's not to late, never to late.