Two years ago I was to stupid to see that best girl was standing right in front of me, then I do see it but I don't realize that she isn't like every other girl I dated she was special. Because when I was down she would bring me up, when I was happy she was next to me, trying to enjoy the same things. And me I wish I had repaid her in kind, I wish that I was there for her more often then not. I wish I hadn't gotten so carried up in my own agenda to see she wasn't always happy like she should have been. Did I love her Yes, I still do. Why did I leave her, because I was stupid and got scared. I had everything I ever wanted right there in front of me and when I saw that prospect, I ran. Not a day goes by that I don't regret that day. Even after I got off the phone with you and take everything back... but I couldn't. Now I am stuck with the memories that haunt me day in and night out. With not even being able to talk to you because you don't want to hear from me or god knows see me. I'm sorry that I broke your heart I'm sorry that I pushed you away. But I miss you and still care so much for you... I wish you would see that I know that I still have to be there somewhere in your heart and in the back of your mind, whether you want me there or not.
I just pray that the things you said do come true, because I miss you more than the sunflower misses the sun. you'll all ways be my honeybunchesmuffincake and my heyyyy laddddy, and I always want to be your mister. I miss you christina so much.
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