when will it.end

Again i get hit with the hurt of love. This time with someone older than me, she got out of a bad relationship after that we started talking we grew close to eachother then she got scared. It was looking like I was going towards a nice happy little life with her two little kids me and her. I didn't care what anyone thought and I still don't, but now she is scared and I'm hurting. Once again. It helps that i have two jobs now, all I do is work about 70 hours a week. Did I mention my new car. 2006 jeep liberty. But heres the same thing. I'm sick of getting lied to by woman. I just want someone to prove me wrong.